Sorry for the suffering and loss your life has been challenged with. Lots of people care about you, even without knowing you personally, they know how life can feel, they've suffered too.
Life is suffering, but most also enjoy the powerful feelings of real love, flow, happiness and hope, especially people who are kind, fair, tolerant, generous, moral, trustworthy, empathic, creative, courageous, perseverant, open-minded, humorous and lovable.
REMEMBER TO REMIND YOURSELF THAT...
You're alive and you were the fastest, strongest and luckiest one, out of millions of sperm cells, who got through to your mothers egg.
You survived your birth and have been blessed, with being able to experience this amazing universe, world and life, as a human.
You're lucky to live in this calm time, in human history, where less people are seriously sick, starving and suffering from dictatorships and world wars.
You're not alone and you're built to survive any hardship life might throw at you.
The happy version of you is healthier, more productive, and have better relationships.
Your destiny may be waiting for you, but whether or not you meet your destiny is up to you.
Take responsibility for your destiny and loved ones, identify your deepest desires, build faith in your ability to realize and acquire these dreams, by continuously learning and improving your self-awareness, personality traits and skillsets.
AS THE PROVERB SAYS...
As you sow, so shall you reap.